Before I Leave.....

I held my leg tight to my chest

Wanting the pain to go

You didn't listen to my pleading

Or notice the changes in me

Like you said I am in love with my world

And the real world is far from me

The words came from you 

Even though I tried to stop you in vain

I felt like I am inside a hot oven

Burning inside and outside

Helplessly crying

Blisters opened to pores

Moistening flesh to cook well

Slowly I was roasted

I wish to see you before I leave

But my eyes are braised

I will promise 

I will not make any voice

I will not bug you in your sleep

I will go silently

I will burn

For your happiness and your life