Wrapped in the senses, subtle and sweet,
Garden Of Dream
Tuesday, 31 March 2026
Maya
Garden of Dreams
When the mind refuses rest
Saturday, 28 March 2026
Morning Repot
🌿 Morning Repot
When the sun emerges through cool winds, the mind whispers — stand, begin.
Plants call softly — replant, renew — while your hands tangle in the stubborn roots of the mother‑in‑law’s tongue.
You think you have a choice, but the decision has already taken root.
Separation happens quietly, soil loosened, old bonds shaken free.
And then the babies arrive on time, tiny lives clinging to promise, as the family grows in pieces, yet together.
Still, the mind whispers again and again — gather, cluster, nurture — until what was divided finds a new way to belong. 🌱
Thursday, 19 March 2026
Gita 2026 Lesson 7 CHAPTER II: Samkhya Yoga v 54-72
Gita 2026 Lesson 7
CHAPTER II: Samkhya Yoga v 54-72
It seems the impending end of civilization—the latest war of
Kuruksetra—is casting a dark shadow over class participation. I
understand! As poet Carl Sandberg said, “It’s a large morning to be
thoughtful of.” While the Gita is relevant even in hard times, you
may have to make new plans and pay more attention to the news.
Do what you have to do, but know we miss you. I’ll persevere until
I’m the only one left, but I do love working with multiple
perspectives. As I imagine Krishna saying in the Epilogue: “You
really are a miraculously complicated creation of mine, don’t you
know? I always intended humans to do more than scrabble for food
or run swords through each other.”
I’m doing decently after my heart ablation and radioactive
imaging, but I still notice fuzziness of mind and my typing is
ghastly. Those medicines really do linger, and degrade thinking. I
apologize for any blunders, and have tried to spot them with
proofreading.
Bindu
Dear Scott,
Thank you so much for your thoughtful response and for sharing
your memories of Guru Nitya. Your insights always bring clarity
and reassurance, and I’m truly grateful for the way you illuminate
these teachings. I looked into the writings you mentioned — thank
you for pointing me to them.
Being a woman, the very first thing I explored was the few
recipes from Nitya’s kitchen… and I have to admit, I immediately
wanted to cook the wisdom pie! ��
Your explanation about goals and spiritual practice really
helped me. It softened something inside, and I appreciate how
gently you guide us away from selfpressure and toward simple,
honest living.
Thank you again for your kindness, wisdom, and steady
encouragement. It means a great deal. Thank you for everything.
The world of spirituality is filled with many faces—some
guiding with sincerity, others masking their intentions with the
appearance of holiness. Throughout history, and especially now in
an age shaped by social media and technology, it has become
increasingly easy for false gurus to craft images of purity and
authority. From a young age, I learned that not every person in a
position of guidance truly embodies wisdom or compassion. In my
childhood, teachers were considered gurus, deserving of
unquestioned respect. Yet I also witnessed how some misused that
respect, crossing boundaries and leaving young girls frightened,
silent, and unsure of whom to trust. As children, we carried not
only the burden of fear but also the worry that adults might not
believe us—or worse, blame us. These early experiences carved
sensitivity into my mind and taught me that external appearances
can never be the measure of true guidance.
My spiritual understanding deepened over time, especially
with the teachings of Krishna and the explanations of Nitya
Chaitanya Yati. Krishna’s guidance about desires reshaped my
relationship with emotions: he teaches that a wise person does not
fight desires but sees through them with clarity. Desires lose their
control when the mind discovers inner fulfillment. Then I learned
the concept of verticalization , a metaphor that opened an entirely
new dimension of understanding for me. Horizontal living, I
realized, is the path many of us walk unconsciously—moving from
job to money to status to attractions and disappointments, always
reacting to the world outside. It is a life governed by praise, blame,
success, and failure. In contrast, vertical living invites awareness
inward and upward. It asks us to ground ourselves in something
deeper, to develop the roots of consciousness that help us observe
rather than be carried away. This shift touched me deeply; it
became something I wanted to practice, not just admire from a
distance.
Nataraja Guru’s explanation of the obstacles to
contemplation—attachment, anxiety, and anger—resonated
strongly with me. For much of my life, anger was my natural
response when things did not go my way. It was not intentional; it
was simply the pattern I had learned to survive. But through
spiritual study, selfreflection, and guidance, something began to
shift. My reactions softened. Awareness stepped in where
emotional storms once took over. I began to understand that
detachment is not coldness; it is freedom. It is choosing clarity
over turbulence.
This inner shift became visible even in my professional life.
During a recent onetoone conversation with manager, I found
myself unexpectedly calm, even guiding him to look at difficulties
with a broader perspective. Instead of absorbing stress, I reminded
him that not everything lies within our control and that
unnecessary worry only clouds the mind. That moment showed me
how much I had changed. The anger and heaviness I once carried
had given way to balance, and the teachings I had spent months
absorbing were quietly shaping the way I engage with the world.
My personal life, too, carries the imprint of my past. Growing
up, my parents worked hard, and as the youngest child with much
older siblings, I often lived in silence and solitude. Loneliness
became familiar, but instead of drowning in it, I built an inner
world to survive. I created imaginary drawers in my mind, each
holding emotions I could not express. Sometimes even today, I
open those drawers and see the younger version of myself—the
girl who felt alone, sensitive, and misunderstood. I hug her in my
imagination, offering the comfort she once needed. This practice,
though born from childhood necessity, has become a form of
healing. It reminds me that suffering does not disappear, but
awareness can transform it.
Life now feels like an ocean to me—vast, deep, and
everpresent. Emotions rise and fall like waves. Some arrive
suddenly, some pass quietly, but the ocean itself remains stable. I
have learned to return to that inner stillness more quickly than
before. The world hasn’t changed, but my relationship with it has. I
still feel deeply, still remember the pain of the past, but I no longer
drown in it. I observe, breathe, and return to balance.
In this journey, my mind has slowly become a student, humble and
curious. And the Absolute—the inner truth, the quiet awareness
beneath everything—has become my true guru. I no longer seek
guidance outside with the desperation I once had. Instead, I turn
inward, toward the clear space where wisdom arises naturally.
Spirituality, for me, is no longer an escape but a way of
understanding life more honestly. It is learning to live fully without
allowing desire, anger, or attachment to rule the mind.
This is the path I continue to walk: a journey from horizontal
living to vertical awareness, from emotional conditioning to
clarity, from fear to quiet inner strength.
Scott: Guru Nitya was also a fantastic real chef, whose food was
always delicious. He had the knack! It’s one of the best of all
siddhis.
Nitya also had a fine sense of humor, evident in those silly
recipes.
We should attribute the explanations of simple, honest living
to Narayana Guru, though I’m happy to be a bearer of his good
tidings, as processed by his successors, Nataraja Guru and Guru
Nitya. In my class preparation this morning, for Atmopadesa
Satakam verse 62, I’ve been reading lines like this from Guru
Nitya: “The Guru is here suggesting to us the most gentle pressure
in the search. At the same time it is not lukewarm. It is an urjita, an
out-and-out search, but that search is not directed to just one
isolated area. Life itself is the search. It goes on until we come to
what is called paramapadam, an absolute state.”
Yoga applies to respect for the teacher, too: the respect is
important, but it must be earned and honest. Caution and
skepticism have their places, even with gurus, but especially with
teachers of children. It should be made known that cruel people
insist on being obeyed and are not above invoking God to back
themselves up. It seems like there is a new wave of brutality
arising now, from self-styled keepers of the faith, in many different
faiths—a repeating tragedy of our species.
Instilling fear in children is a serious crime, in my estimation.
I’m happy to hear that you grew out of it into a healthy state of
clarity, Bindu. For many, the fear is not worked through, and it can
lead to offloading it on the next generation.
It’s wonderful to read of your deepening understanding. The
Gita teaches at many levels, but the best of all may be how it
inspires and amplifies a mature person’s awareness. For that
matter, it’s more of an instruction manual for teachers than for
students.
I love the way you are consoling and educating your younger
self. Therapy at its best. Isn’t it fascinating to recall how we took
things wrongly, and were hurt by things that weren’t meant to be
hurtful, when we were young? Only then can we truly let them go.
Gopica
This lesson opened a gateway for me, revealing what detachment
truly means. The five senses feed us distractions that entangle us,
pulling us from our purpose. Repeated readings are helping me
dive deeper.
Recently, I faced this in my family. My 83-year-old mother-in-law
suffered a preventable accident, requiring painful surgeries.
Thankfully, she's recovering faster than expected, not stuck in
trauma but coping well with medicines. I live far away in a city;
my husband rushed to her town. His elder brothers rely on us
financially, viewing us only as providers. They rarely inform or
connect with us except to ask for money. Her pension has been
misused by them, leading to shocking surprises. Now, with extra
costs beyond her insurance (which my husband pays), we're
stretched thin as it is taking a toll on our financial needs.
I urged my husband to share our financial reality and split excess
costs among the brothers. This required a tough conversation. I
noticed my own reactions: anxiety over expenses, anger at their
behavior, leading to instructions rather than dialogue. Hooks from
the situation threatened my grounding.
Lesson 7 arrived like a blessing, urging me to witness without
entering fear or anger. I saw distorted values in the family system
clearly, from a detached perspective. Key insights anchored me:
"It’s not difficult to be mindful; what’s difficult is to remember to
be mindful."
"We can still savor every bite of our food, it’s just that we don’t
gobble it as if we are starving or push it away without tasting it."
"When you are able to see the Absolute in all things, your attention
is drawn to a deeper level than sensory awareness."
"In order to be certain of our knowledge, we absolutely must
analyze the data flooding into the system from a detached
perspective. Only when all significant errors are deleted can our
reason be considered 'well founded.'"
"Be alive to what’s happening, and ponder it later. Learn to move
on from the feelings that catch hold of you in a static way, that
induce repetition compulsions."
"What being here now really means is that we should discard
regrets about the past and anxiety about the future, which can bog
down our consciousness with distracting and unpleasant sidetracks
that we can do nothing about."
These guided me to mindful discussions, inside and out. Like
Arjuna learning sthitaprajna-steady in joy and sorrow, I'm
attempting to practice equanimity amid the uncontrolled.
Thank you!
Scott: Gopica, I have always found that those who engage with the
Gita quickly find opportunities to apply its wisdom to their lives,
and it makes me very happy to hear. Sometimes it seems as if
Krishna himself is providing the problems to illustrate his
philosophy, but I know that’s anthropomorphic thinking, and I do
it just for fun. Almost always. The point is, the Gita is deeply
relevant to real life issues, and you are already finding it valuable.
The more you practice intelligent detachment—getting “distance”
on a situation—the easier it becomes to apply it the next time. It
sounds like the accident is mending. I’m sure your thoughtful
participation was helpful.
Bailey
Unitive Reasoning
(March 4) I am very encouraged to read Bindu’s very positive
reaction to my comments on her “abyss” experience in Morocco,
as well as Scott’s warm praise for my response to #6. The focus of
#7, is it fair to say, is action –the impulses which drive one, to act
the fears or reluctances that inhibit or qualify acting, and living on
in the wake of the consequences of action.
My decision to go to India, in the Fall of 1971, was impelled by
my failure to move ahead with researching and writing my doctoral
dissertation. My choice was to set it aside, not to abandon it; nor
did it abandon me. During the weeks in Ooty that Spring, as I
attended Nataraja Guru’s early morning coffee classes, joined in
the chanting before the morning meal, and plunged into reading
about his life and the framework of Vedanta my mind never
stopped poking and prodding at the questions which had driven my
research in France the previous year, and after Guru’s Samadhi in
March 1973 my mind had become clear –clear enough—that I
could resume that journey, finish that job. It was my mother who
took the initiative, when I was back in France that August, of
contacting my professors at the University of Pennsylvania to get
me reinstated, bringing me back to the States, and promising me a
monthly stipend of $300 to enable me to devote all my energies to
the research and writing back in Paris. I was able to turn Cristine’s
parents’ comfortable bourgeois apartment (Boulevard Pereire,
Paris XVIIe) into my office since they were off in Mauritius where
her father had been appointed France’s Ambassador.
And I was vastly encouraged and aided by Patrick Périn, who
had originally welcomed me to his native Charleville-Mezieres in
the Ardennes in the Fall of 1970, and gotten me started on the
Merovingians. He was then teaching in a private school while he
did his thesis; now, Fall 1973, his doctorate in hand and thesis in
press, he had moved to Paris, named curator of archaeological
collections (the first such since before WWII) at Musée
Carnavalet, the museum of the history of Paris in the historic
Marais quarter. As it happened he was just then organizing for that
Fall an international colloquium on archaeology and post-
Roman/early medieval Gaul-becoming-Francia (AD 300-600) at
Carnavalet which became my portal for my re-engaging, as well as
becoming a fundamental reference for the re-ignition, in France, of
the field itself. Patrick had also begun to teach a seminar on
Archaeology and the Merovingians at the Sorbonne (within a
graduate school called l’Ecole Pratique des Hautes Etudes, created
in the 1860’s, which no longer exists). I signed up, finished my
dissertation on funerary archaeology and the evolution of
Christianity in Gaul, re-engaged with my career as a field
archaeologist by excavating with Patrick alongside an old church
(Eglise St. Pierre) atop Montmartre, springboarding from there to
other excavations in Burgundy and Languedoc which were to keep
me busy into the 1990s. Patrick gave me a desk in the archaeology
department of Musée Carnavalet, encouraged me to begin giving
papers at scholarly meetings (in French), publishing (in
French—English too) and I was a founding member of
the Association francaise et internationale d’archéologie
mérovingienne) which he created and over which he presided until
his retirement of Director of France’s National Archaeology
Museum (located in a former royal chateau at Saint-Germain-en-
Laye, west of Paris) in 2012. When my academic career in
America at last took off with a one-year appointment at Loyola
University of Chicago 1988-89 I got him invited there to give his
first American lecture in English (I translated it); in 1992 he
headlined a symposium of Merovingian archaeology I organized at
the International Medieval Studies Conference at Kalamazoo,
Michigan) and was keynote speaker in 2006 at the Late Antique
conference at the University of Illinois in Champaign-Urbana. In
the years I travelled to France almost every summer (1988-2019)
excavating, doing research, staying connected... I would see him,
often stayed with him and his growing family, we would eat well,
drink, talk Merovingian archaeology late into the night–glass in
hand. In the early 2020’s Patrick began having mobility issues –
by last Spring he walked with difficulty, was no longer able to
drive. So, late May, Christine and I took the train from Paris out to
the charming little house alongside the Fontainebleau Forest where
he and wife Charlotte have been living, and spent a most pleasant
afternoon (was an Ardennes specialty with sausage, cabbage and
potato served?)
Patrick Périn died, age 83, on February 6. How full is my
heart! As I wrote to Charlotte, he was, and always will remain, for
me, the best of friends.
Living, as we all of us are living, in a world of relativity – or
should one better use plural: worlds of relativities?—which “we”
are always constructing/deconstructing, what to say here and now
about such a friendship? Assign it to a category such as
ephemeral? – however agreeable, however nourishing personally,
however useful, however satisfying professionally—arising,
flourishing, ending as Time’s cycles continue, like waves washing
up on the beach, leaving one’s feet pressed into the damp sand as
they recede? The thought arises: never again to take the train in
the Gare de Lyon, to walk from the station at Bois-le-Roi, to pass
through the gate as the dog barks his welcome... aha! one catches
one’s “mind” (I prefer the French term le mental to “ego”, so
redolent of Freudian theory) conjuring up emotion: let us feel
sad! Sad is the proper tribute to real friendship! Well, I do feel
sad. I wasn’t/am not ready for Patrick to die! OK—that’s the
reality, you say? The American poet Edna St Vincent Millay says
“I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in the cold
ground./ So it is, so it has been.../I know. But I do not approve.
And I am not resigned.” A poem that captured my fancy in youth,
returns at moments like these. My mind darts back to the
telephone call in March 2004 with the news that our dear friends
Leonard and Tanya had died in an auto accident en route to a
dinner party we had just attended. To the letter from the parents of
my graduate school roommate Charlie Funnell which was I think
forwarded to me in Ooty: Charlie had successfully defended his
thesis on the Brooklyn Bridge, was engaged to be married, entered
the hospital for routine surgery in connection with his
asthma...died. On the verge of beginning the life he had worked
for, Charlie with his quirky sense of humor, suddenly gone???– oh
no, no, no! That can’t be the reality! Here goes an inner voice:
What are you doing, bky? Entertaining yourself, n’est-ce
pas?Oops! Am I straying from the proper seriousness of the
Vedantic Path?
(March 9) Thinking, over the past few days, about the long
(but now so quickly fled!) story of Patrick and me, professional
and spiritual paths, life and death another perspective suggests
itself. The pursuit of Truth. It seems to me now that I was drawn
to Patrick, from the very first evening we spent together in
Charleville-Mezieres, by his enthusiasm for research as the pursuit
of truth in the context of history, his confidence that it is there to
be found, that it matters, that it deserves to be pursued with a
critical spirit. Such confidence has not been taken for granted in
intellectual circles in France (or the USA, or the Western world) in
our lifetimes; indeed, challenging the very notion that “objective”
truth might possibly exist in history has been a powerful
intellectual current in our time. There is no “there” there! It is all
stories! Your story, my story, our story, their story –
“deconstructing” the stories became the exciting, fashionable
intellectual game to play from the 1970s. Instead of seeking to
establish the “facts” like our unsophisticated positivist
predecessors, we construct plausible “scenarios” –prepared to
admit, perhaps with a shrug, that these are bound to reflect our
subjective preferences – personal/ cultural/collective. A
contemporary re-invention of the relativism the Sophists were
teaching in the Athens of Socrates’ day. In ours, an ability to
marshal “data” in the light of “theory” became the requirement for
career advancement in various quarters where the interpretation of
history and archaeology were concerned.
The short phrase that arises spontaneously to characterize my
relationship to Patrick Périn is: my Master in Matters
Merovingian. Since “master” is a term often used in writing about
the spiritual path, often as a synonym for “guru”, it is important not
to misuse it here. Gilles Farcet (the “spiritual” author Christine
and I are currently reading together), distinguishes between an
authentic “master/guru” in the Vedanta tradition (such as Ramana
Maharshi, or Swami Prajnapad or his own master Arnaud
Desjardins) who can be said to “know”, and an “instructor”, who
has come far enough along the path to be able to help others not so
far along to progress toward an understanding of the Teaching
which he/she has not yet fully grasped. Crucially, both the
“instructor” and the “aspirant/seeker” must be honest and
scrupulous, motivated by a sincere desire to understand truth
within the framework of their human limitations. At the time I
first met him in Charleville-Mezieres, Patrick was an advanced
graduate student who had also himself excavated Merovingian
burials; I had read a little about them. Their chronology, which
involved a quasi-statistical analysis of how the patterns of “grave-
goods” – the set of objects buried with a subject—evolved over
time was at the heart of his study (since its publication in 1982 it is
accepted as the standard reference). He suggested I pursue a study
of the “funerary practices” as a whole, and planned an approach for
me: visiting museum artefact collections, attending conferences,
working in the best libraries. I forged ahead on this path, gaining
recognition (my 1977 article in France’s leading medieval
archaeological journal remains pertinent) even as his career as an
archaeologist, a museum curator, and an adjunct professor at the
Sorbonne complexified and his national and international stature
grew. But I was never, as he sometimes pointed out, his
student. After our early collaborations our research trajectories
differed, as I became engaged in more “medieval” projects. Most
years, though, up to his retirement in 2012, I would visit to resume
our ongoing conversation, updating myself on Matters
Merovingian. Sometimes I did a paper in the field, perhaps at a
conference he organized – the last one, in 2011, was held at
National Archaeology Museum he, at the pinnacle of his career,
directed...
(March 12) So why devote all this attention here to Patrick
Périn and my relationship with him? Because he was –and
continues to be—not a Master in the sense of the Spiritual Path
(our conversations never touched on “spiritual” matters though he
was well aware of why I went to India and what I did there), but in
the sense of Instructor (as Gilles Farcet defines this term) on the
Truth Path. Truth as it can be found in the relative realm of
historical affairs. From our very first contact and throughout I felt
in Patrick, and was inspired by, not only his conviction that
historical research is a worthwhile and rewarding, even joyful,
endeavor, and his generosity in accompanying me along that
path. Above all he was a man of action. His passing now is a
shock for which I wasn’t prepared, but he will remain alive for me,
I think, as long as I remain alive. I am so grateful.
Scott: The Gita is through and through about action, but the focus
of the second half of chapter II is reason’s contribution to
wisdom—a truly subtle matter. Dialectical reasoning will also be
taught all along the way.
How profound to lose a dear friend like Patrick, and how
important to bring your connection fully to mind, as a final, though
not last, grand gesture. Yes, we feel sorrow with our whole mind,
not merely our ego, unless we are petty indeed. (The abstraction of
our ‘heart’ is also within the mind.) So yes, let us feel sad at the
passing of a dear one!
I recall being asked (in a Gita class at the Unitarian church,
long ago) by a young man whose mother had just died, and he
wanted to know if it was okay for him to feel sad about it. I assured
him that nothing in spiritual life precluded authentic feelings, and
if he was not sad it would compound the tragedy.
Why do religions and spiritual paths tell us we won’t feel
pain or sadness, if only we know God? It appeals on an ill-
considered level, I guess.
Thank you for the St Vincent Millay poem, which I do not
know.
Bailey, we are now in “the mortality zone.” It’s only natural
to be getting inklings of what that implies….
Of general appeal in your response, Bailey, is the old-
fashioned attraction to truth as something that can—must—be
uncovered. From my perspective, deconstruction is just another
way to dig through false constructs to unearth the kernel of high
value buried at the site. Humans tend to overexaggerate their
ideologies, like “deconstruction,” but we don’t have to. If one has
nothing left after deconstructing a theory, perhaps their idea of
truth is too limited. Does it exclude the shining void, the Absolute
principle, consciousness itself? Is it fair to consciously rule out
consciousness? I’d say not. It’s not fair.
Is it fair to always require data, as you imply? Up to a point,
sure. But many of the best things in life are not measurable or
perceptible. Let’s not leave them out. Subjectivity doesn’t help
with finding hidden artifacts, but it’s essential to our feelings.
This is a very large topic, Bailey, and I hope you’ll keep
kicking it around. Maybe our fellow travelers (if any) will
contribute thoughts of their own.
I appreciate Farcet’s distinguishing what I’d call layers of the
guru principle: fully-realized guru, instructor, and eager aspirant,
(why not add open-minded stumbling bumbler?), all of whom,
after the first category, as you so well express it, “must be honest
and scrupulous, motivated by a sincere desire to understand truth
within the framework of their human limitations.” Check out
Nitya’s parallel quote I clipped in for Bindu, where life itself is the
search.
I fear your preferred museums do not include dioramas of
Christians riding dinosaurs—why is that? You could probably get
to the Creation Museum in a matter of hours….
For someone who has made the excavation of funerary
practices a central theme of his career, isn’t it strange and awesome
to watch our friends leaving the planet, and meditate on—and yes,
lament—their temporariness? How even in a single lifetime,
human interests have changed so dramatically that we may feel
already forgotten, vestiges of the past.
We have a Fearless Leader who is desperately working to
affix his name to every building, as if what will be remembered of
him because of it has meaning. It’s a pathetic motivation, for sure:
a substitute for love in his life. As Robert Frost wrote, in Birches:
Earth’s the right place for love / I don’t know where it’s likely to
go better. I see lots of names on buildings, but they don’t bring the
person they represent back to life.
People we know live on in our hearts. The ones we only hear
about are something less. My great grandparents mean nothing to
me, beyond a name in a ledger. I surely mean nothing to them. Yet
meaning is what buoys me up in my life.
Beautiful how you conclude with Patrick’s meaning for you,
how profound he was, and remains.
In our class last Tuesday, I was lamenting that Nitya was no
longer with us, and I dearly wanted him around for this terrible
moment in history. (When Trump was “elected” by Elon Musk, I
briefly regressed to infancy and the feeling of “I want my
Mommy.” My relentlessly optimistic, take care of everything
mother.) Andy spoke valiantly that what he loved most was that
Nitya was still with us; he had never gone away. Our classmates
who only know him through his writings and our classes, must
have felt it less, but for those who knew him personally, it is a
major feature of our lives. He is still a powerful presence. Your
concluding words about Patrick, Bailey, echo our convictions, and
I’ll reprint them so you don’t have to check back:
Above all he was a man of action. His passing now is a shock
for which I wasn’t prepared, but he will remain alive for me, I
think, as long as I remain alive. I am so grateful.
Annex: Academia relies on ideas that are supposed to be grounded
in previous, widely-accepted or proven facts. This means original
academic thinking takes place in a very narrow range, and that’s
perfectly reasonable. What Nataraja Guru calls speculation is
original thinking with a wider purview.
Digging up an ancient site provides original material, which
is then fleshed out with speculation about its function. You must
have specialized in this, no?
My Heracles exegesis was also well-informed speculation
based on a few shards. It is not academically acceptable, since
there is almost no existing interpretation for me to base it on,
beyond a strictly literal one which has degenerated over the
centuries, going from Heracles being the most heroic and powerful
demigod to a mere thug. My interpretation being not only heroic
but spiritually oriented, it does not make sense in an academic
context. I did find a couple of borderline sources, but most of it
comes directly from my own contemplative penetration into the
symbolism of the action, guided by Dr. Mees’s mythic
9interpretations in his Revelation in the Wilderness.
Likewise, in the Gita, I have a lot of background, but to
assemble my commentary I did original thinking for every verse:
sitting with the accumulated material while wondering just what it
was intended to convey. I think you agree: the result is worthwhile,
but there are few facts. Interestingly though, while working on a
verse, very often supporting ideas would surface in articles that
came my way.
Non-fiction deals with specific facts and truths; fiction
presents generalized truths. The Gita is fiction that moves us, in
myriad ways.
My lengthy introduction to the Labors of Herakles ends with
Herakles as Buffoon, which in turn ends with:
Bestselling author of all time, Agatha Christie, in The Labors of
Hercules (NY: Dell, 1968, p. 9), ridicules the romantic
attraction to the classics that prevailed in the West not too long
ago. At the behest of a priggish academic type enamored of the
age-old romances, ace detective Hercule Poirot—himself
named after Hercules—is perusing the Greek myths and thinks:
Take this Hercules—this hero! Hero indeed? What was he
but a large muscular creature of low intelligence and criminal
tendencies!... This ancient Hercules probably suffered from
grand mal. No, Poirot shook his head, if that was the Greeks’
idea of a hero, then measured by modern standards it
certainly would not do. The whole classical pattern shocked
him. These gods and goddesses—they seemed to have as
many different aliases as a modern criminal. Indeed they
seemed to be definitely criminal types. Drink, debauchery,
incest, rape, loot, homicide and chicanery—enough to keep a
juge d’Instruction constantly busy. No decent family life. No
order, no method. Even in their crimes, no order or method!
“Hercules indeed!” said Hercule Poirot, rising to his feet,
disillusioned.
To a materialist, virtually all the wisdom of the ancients is
nothing more than tedious superstition and unscientific
speculation. But, as I have rediscovered in scrutinizing
Heracles, myths are like the Absolute itself: hiding in plain
sight, waiting patiently to be noticed for the treasures they safeguard. Feel free to take a look.
Gita 2026 Lesson 6 Chapter II, Samkhya Yoga, verses 39-53
Gita 2026 Lesson 6
Chapter II, Samkhya Yoga, verses 39-53
Guru Nitya makes this point about unitive reasoning, in That
Alone:
What is the faculty with which you contemplate, or, as the
phenomenologists say, reflect? By the way, I agree with this
term because you are most often thinking with your known
tools of reasoning. You have to first suspend the mechanism of
reasoning with ordinary logic. Then you allow the given—what
is not conscious in deep sleep as well as what is conscious in
the wakeful—both to prevail and be juxtaposed. You are
therefore reflecting rather than manipulating.
The problem is one of getting over relativity. From the most
unknown to the most known, there are shades of ignorance or
shades of knowledge. Relative to something else you know this
well or less well. To give this up and adopt an absolutist
attitude is our main challenge.
Bindu
Thank you, Bailey, for your beautiful and searching reflection. I
am deeply touched that my experience in Morocco resonated with
you — and even more moved by how you described your own
“abyss” in the airport. What a powerful parallel. I can picture you
walking those long corridors, holding to the mantram while the
world hurried past, and that image will stay with me.
The mantram you mention — “I am not the body, I am not even
the mind” — is most closely associated with Ramana Maharshi,
who taught that our true identity is not the body or the mind, but
pure awareness — the Self. Each morning in meditation, I return
to Nirvana Shatakam by Adi Shankaracharya. Its verses remind me
of what we truly are, beyond all change and circumstance.
Your understanding of philosophy is much deeper than mine
academically. I cannot speak to it intellectually, only from
experience. For me, the Absolute is not something I can define —
only something I sometimes feel in moments of stillness,
surrender, or grace. I sense it quietly when the mind becomes calm.
I am still learning, still walking, still being taught by life itself. It is
beautiful how different journeys can lead to the same inner truth.
When I read these verses in the Bhagavad Gita, I saw myself in
what Krishna describes. Many people follow religion for rewards
— heaven, protection, pleasure, or power. Prayer can become a
kind of exchange: we give devotion hoping to get something in
return. From childhood, we are taught to pray for what we want
and warned that if we do wrong, God will punish us. While this
may guide behaviour, it can also create fear and anxiety.
Religion can slowly turn into a system: do everything correctly and
you will be rewarded; fail and you will suffer. Instead of peace, it
brings tension. I grew up in a somewhat superstitious environment
where people worried about “evil eyes” or bad luck, even while
surrounded by blessings.
I have a friend with two wonderful children who are doctors, yet
she constantly worries that something bad will happen. She cannot
enjoy what she has because fear is always present. She even
worries that other people’s jealousy might ruin her blessings, and
she often focuses on sad things as if carrying negative thoughts is
normal. I feel sad for her because she forgets the blessings she
already has.
Once I told her that if she fears both positive and negative energies
so much, maybe she should mentally neither take nor give. That
way, she would not feel caught in an imagined exchange of forces.
Only what she creates within herself would remain. Looking back,
I see that I was also trying to free myself from fear-based thinking.
I think I have partly freed myself from this reward-and-punishment
way of thinking, but not completely. I am more aware now when
fear or desire motivates me. Sometimes I still catch myself wanting
reassurance or certain outcomes. It feels like a gradual process —
learning to act without bargaining.
One line that has stayed with me is from Narayana Guru: “Ours is
to know and let know, not to argue and win.” I feel this teaching
connects deeply with what we are studying — to see the truth
without forcing it on ourselves or others. The world of concepts
and arguments can only go so far. Logical reasoning has its place,
but beyond that there is something that cannot be debated — it can
only be lived. I am not fully free from old patterns, but I am more
conscious of them. Maybe that awareness itself is the beginning of
unitive reason — acting without attachment, trusting without fear,
and slowly letting go.
Goal-orientation is definitely present in my spiritual life.
Sometimes I meditate because I want peace. Sometimes I study
because I want understanding. When I focus too much on the
result, I become impatient or disappointed if I don’t get what I
expected.
There have also been times when I did not expect anything, and
those were often the best experiences. For example, when I helped
someone without thinking about what I would gain, I felt natural
and present. When I did something simply because it felt right,
without worrying about success or failure, I felt peaceful. Not
having expectations helps me stay calm and steady. I think this is
what Krishna means by acting without attachment. When I just do
what needs to be done and let go of the outcome, I feel more
steady inside.
Overall, whatever negativities I encounter around me, I try to find
something positive in them with the help of the Absolute. I am not
arguing, just accepting what I know.
Love Bindu x
Scott: Guru Nitya, who spent time with Ramana Maharshi, early
on would lead us through chakra meditations grounded in the
Gayatri mantra, where at each chakra we chanted, along with the
Sanskrit, “I am not this body.” The result was amazingly intense,
mainly due to his radiant intensity, but it uncovered new ground
for us youngsters. Those session remain vivid, after over 50 years
now. I hadn’t thought of it relating to the Maharshi before, but it
makes sense.
I have collected all Nitya’s English writing about his
astounding time with Ramana Maharshi, and can send you the doc.
or you can access it on Nitya’s website: http://aranya.me/read.html
, under Longer Works.
Defining the Absolute is a contradiction, is it not? All
attempts to pin it down are certain to fall short, to be too little too
late. So there is no need to feel apologetic about not defining it,
even in a world where definitions are demanded willy-nilly. We’ll
be working to let go of such compulsions, so that our own journey
leads us to inner truth more than outer conformity.
The Gita will help you reinforce your independent thinking
and acting, Bindu, by helping you give up the need for contractual
demands. The universe is already in dynamic tension—we don’t
need to help it out, by bringing our ego into the game. At least,
where we’re going with this study. I’m happy you already
understand this, though it always benefits from practice. Fun
practice.
Speaking of mantras, Narayana Guru’s original “Ours is to
know and let know, not to argue and win,” is eternally germane.
Our egos have been taught to be winners, and so unwittingly
downgrade our companions, every time we defend ourselves. Ergo,
we should stop defending ourselves psychologically. Thank you
for reminding us of this key element of the philosophy here.
Bindu, you are very well prepared. Let’s see how much the
Gita’s wisdom supports and enlivens your path through this close
examination.
Goal-orientation is perfectly normal in horizontal activities.
Krishna’s ban is about imagining what our spiritual
accomplishments will be in the future, where we make a fool’s
paradise and try to squeeze ourselves into it. I haven’t explained
this well enough yet, I know. Goals are fine, but not in false
pretenses about what our spiritual practices will do for us. We’ll
find out as we go, and our guesses are impediments. We should be
already motivated enough to not need to goad ourselves with
visions of paradise. We are already in paradise, so let’s not push it
away so we can try to attain it. You already know all this, I’m only
agreeing with you.
Vivek
Exercise: The section starts off with a tremendous blast against the
convoluted reasoning of true believers in religion. It’s only logical
that Krishna begins by identifying ordinary, consensual reality and
moves toward his more enlightened position. What kinds of
scriptural or doctrinal bondage have you encountered, and what
led you to become dissatisfied with it? To what extent have you
extricated yourself from its clutches?
I did not grow up in a religious household and was not
‘indoctrinated’ in Gods and the belief systems around them.
Rituals were also light...a puja once a year on Diwali, or the
ceremonies at a death in the family was the extent of it. I read the
Mahabharat and the Ramayana but more as literature than scripture
If anything, my task may be to develop more faith (shraddha).
There is a core of clear reasoning in Vedanta that resonates with
my intellectual side, and I can make good progress with. However,
I am also told reason can only take you so far. The final leap to
realization is intuitive and can only be made by a mind that is
ready. What is not entirely clear to me is the nature and extent of
shraddha or bhakti you need to have a ready mind
Bear with me as I explore the references to faith I have
encountered in the discussions of a ‘ready mind’. I lay these out to
invite input and guidance
The first reference to a ready mind is a mind equipped with the
four qualifications (sadhana chatushtaya), where one of the four
(shutt sampatti) specifically refers to shraddha in the word of the
guru and the scriptures (meaning Upanishads, not the ritualistic
karma kandas). If this is the faith we need to begin any area of
study...like we would need faith in the textbook and the Professor
even for a course in physics...then I get that...that I can do
A second reference is to a mind that has been purified (chitta
shuddhi) by karma yoga, doing one’s duty without desire and
attachment to outcomes. How is one to do that? The discussions I
have encountered here, like in Shankaracharya’s Gita Bhashya
point to performing action as a prayer (isvar arpan) and receiving
results as a gift (isvar prasad). This is a stronger definition of faith
than in shraddha. It requires one to believe in God
A third reference is to a mind that is still (chitta ekagrata). The
recommended paths are Raj yoga or Bhakti, definitely a strong
dose of faith for the path of Bhakti
Finally, we are also asked to believe in the non-human (alaukik)
origin of the Vedas, including the Upanishads. That too takes faith
So, Scott, the question for me is not ‘how do I remove my religious
indoctrination’. It is:
What exactly is the nature of the faith we need for Gyan (self
knowledge) to take effect, for realization?
How do we develop it? ...I know how to reason and grow my
understanding; I don’t know how to grow my faith!
Suggestions?
Another exercise: We can take this straight from the book (Path to
the Guru), on page 259: “With a little reflection, many examples
should come to mind of how we lose the flow by being drawn away
into anticipating a specific result of our action. This is a very good
exercise for contemplation.” Examine how goal-orientation may
be present in your spiritual attitude and find examples where not
having expectations served you especially well.
In a mundane or secular context, any work where we are fortunate
enough to get focused on the process and lose ourselves in doing it,
is one where we experience flow. It is more likely to lead to
excellence...be it developing and analyzing options, writing a
document etc.
Focusing unduly on the outcome we want or letting time pressure
create anxiety kills the flow in these same tasks. It makes the work
less pleasurable and likely reduces quality
In meditation, anticipating the nature and result of a meditation
interferes with the actual experience. When we do it without
expectations, simply go with the process, it seems to work better.
In spiritual study, the things that have become routine habits have
worked well. For example, weekend classes I participate in. Or a
daily habit of reading a text or listening to its lecture and writing
my notes on it. There is no fuss about these, no overthinking of
‘why’ as these activities have stabilized. When it is simply a
routine you think less of the outcome and perform the action
My daily practice, including meditation and ‘witnessing thoughts’
is not yet routinized enough, skilled enough, that I am in the flow.
That introduces thoughts of what and why. Stabilizing on a couple
of daily routines so they become natural habits, the process flows
easily, may make them better. Perhaps that is part of what Krishna
means when he says, ‘yoga is skill in action’!
Scott: First off, Vivek, you already have plenty of sraddha, but you
will become more familiar with it towards the end of the study.
You can always peek at chapter XVII if you’d like to get a head
start.
Yes, you’re right—not all things called scripture or authentic
are true. Nor are all those called gurus. It’s essential to believe in
what you’re studying, and also to only accept what makes good
sense to you. Caution is legitimate, even mandatory. A favorite
quote from Love and Blessings I never get tired of, and you’ve
likely read, is when Nitya finally accepted Nataraja Guru as his
guru:
Nataraja Guru had no inside or outside. His anger, humor,
and compassion all manifested spontaneously. He was never
apologetic or regretful. He certainly didn’t believe in the
conventional Christian philosophy of “do good, be good,” nor
in entertaining people with pleasantries and well-mannered
behavior. On the other hand, he welcomed encounters that
opened up areas of vital interest in a philosophical point or
problem, as in the case of Socrates and his group of young
followers like Plato.
The next day when he was sitting musing, I asked him,
“Guruji, what is our relationship?” He said, “In the context of
wisdom teaching I am your guru, and you are my disciple. In
social situations you are you, and I am I, two free individuals
who are not obliged to each other. When I teach, you should
listen and give full attention. Don’t accept until you understand.
If you don’t immediately understand, you should have the
patience to wait. There is no question of obedience, because my
own maxims are ‘Obey not’ and ‘Command not.’ Instead,
understand and accept.” That was the lifelong contract I
maintained during the twenty-one years of our personal
relationship and another twenty-six years of my relating to him
as the guiding spirit of my life. (150)
Here, we’re treating the Gita as our Guru, or Krishna if you prefer.
I’m only an intermediary.
Your questions are excellent, Vivek, but I would suggest you
keep them as questions, and over the course of your life you can
provide your own answers. Any deity looking on would much
prefer your original thinking to dutiful kowtowing. Duty is social
conditioning slipped into their mouths for emphasis, and while it
has some validity, when you are interested in ultimate truth, you
have to spot the motivations for it being there. The Gurukula
version I go by is as open as possible, and you are free to point out
unconscious limitations I or others put on it. They are not
intentional.
That said, there is a profound sense of belonging and
comprehension that is being drawn out of every serious student by
the Gita, employing the narrative fiction of an all-knowing
Krishna.
Have you read Nitya’s second appendix in Love and
Blessings, where he addresses the principle of of the Guru? In
essence, “The Guru is none other than this Self which resides in
the heart of all.” The Gita is in total accord: X.20 reads “I am the
soul seated in the heart of all beings; and I am the beginning and
the middle and even the end of beings.” It’s repeated more broadly
in chapter XV. Krishna carefully distinguishes himself from the
gods, in a number of places; he is widely understood to represent
Brahman, the Absolute, even though the urge to deify him is very
strong. I haven’t found it necessary. I suppose I’m a “true believer”
but not in any anthropomorphic sense. You are free to worship any
personification you like, but I will always keep in mind the
undefinable principle behind it.
Your conclusions, Vivek, are well thought out, and make me
wonder why I am teaching to you at all. I’ll just add that the flow
of routine is a double-edged sword. It’s good to get you back to
paying attention on a regular basis, but those thoughts of what and
why are essential parts of meditation too. Stilling the mind is good,
but it’s also valuable to satisfy its curiosity. When your mind is
satisfied in that active way, you will naturally sink into a more
quiet state.
Rest assured, everything in this study will support your
excellence in meditation as well as your skill in action.
R
It feels like I am already in the thick of a battle, fighting different
emotional pulls, juggling responsibilities, and getting carried away
in the process.
The panoramic view from a middle ground seems elusive;
momentary clarity in the midst of this flux is numbed by the
punishing schedule of everyday tasks. Glimpses of the night sky
with its countless stars offer a fleeting sense of balance. The
seemingly simple effort involved in just looking up at the
sky—which is always above us—somehow feels daunting.
I began reading the commentary on verses 39–53 very late, but the
suggested exercise resonated with me. I started thinking about how
goal-oriented, result-based thinking and action have played out in
my life. I hope to catch up and share my reflections in the
upcoming weeks.
Scott: Ram, I’m glad you are catching on to the relevance of this
amazing scripture. We look forward to hearing more about your
reflections in the upcoming weeks. Coincidentally, I included some
words about reflection from my Guru, above these responses, in
case you want to reflect more on your reflections.
Gopica
My relections and experiences:
During my younger days, I strongly believed that faithfully
following certain rituals would automatically yield the desired
results. I followed them blindly, as I had been taught that this was
the right path. However, when outcomes did not unfold as
expected, I was told it was my fate. Something predetermined that
I had to endure, the result of karma that could not be escaped.
For many years, I accepted this belief unquestioningly. Gradually,
this outlook turned into self-pity. I began to see myself as someone
destined to suffer circumstances beyond my control.
Through my later learning in psychology, I began to shift. I started
giving myself permission; permission to feel, to question, and
eventually to love myself. Slowly, self-pity transformed into self-
compassion.
Verses 39–53 deeply resonated with this transition. They
emphasize acting without attachment to results, focusing on the
action itself rather than being bound by whether the goal is
achieved or not. This insight helped me recognize that my
suffering was not merely due to outcomes, but due to my
attachment to them.
When I reflected on the times I felt intense regret or even
questioned my worth, I realized most of those moments occurred
during my school and college years. I had tied my identity to
objectives — grades, recognition, validation. When those
expectations were unmet, I concluded that I was not worthy.
Yet, life gradually expanded my awareness. New learning brought
new people, new resources, and new experiences. Each experience
reshaped my understanding of myself.
I now recognize a shift from what I call a “creature mindset” one
driven by fear, conditioning, and survival to a more conscious
“human desire mindset.” In this space, desires arise, goals are
formed, they rise and fall, but they do not define my existence.
The verses offer me a powerful metaphor of rebirth, not in a literal
sense alone, but as repeated rebirths of desires, identities, and
intentions within a single lifetime. Desires emerge, dissolve, and
re-emerge in new forms.
However, I also see the subtle trap: the vicious cycle of ego
attachment. The practice, therefore, is to remain in the observer
mode i.e. to stay aware within the field of experience without
becoming entangled in it. To act, to desire, to strive; yet not to be
consumed by success or failure.
This is still a realization unfolding within me. It is not complete. It
requires practice , the discipline of awareness and the humility to
transcend the ego again and again.
Scott: Gopica, your response is an excellent epitome of how the
well-meaning instruction we get early in life actually fails us.
Hems us in. Your grasp of the intention here is bound to be a
liberating influence. Let’s see what new insights it brings.
Bringing the ego into dynamic balance is a particularly
sensitive aspect of yoga, and an ever-active engagement. Belief
systems tend to go to extremes of all or nothing, yet occupying the
middle ground is essential to us for healthy interaction. Guru Nitya
taught us to treat the ego as a place-marker, meaning we didn’t
need to crow about ourselves or combat other people’s egos. It
only indicates our place in the flow. The Gita is an excellent tool
for normalizing our egos, where we are all in this together.
Bailey
Scott suggests two approaches to reflection: 1) “scriptural and
doctrinal bondage” – has one extricated oneself from their toils? 2)
the mischievous effects of goal-orientation on one’s the pursuit of
the “spiritual path.”
The first approach converges with my current rereading
of Arnaud Desjardins (AD henceforth) En Relisant les
Evangiles (1990). A young and enterprising producer for French
television, AD set off for India in the mid-1950s to explore
Eastern spirituality, both from a professional standpoint (Ashrams,
his first documentary, introduced Ramana Maharshi, Ramdas, Ma
Anandamayi among others to the French public; followed by a film
about Tibetan masters made possible by the support of the young
and then-relatively little-known Dalai Lama) and for the pursuit of
his own spiritual path, which had started in 1948 with the teachings
of Gurdjieff in Paris. He made many trips East in the late ‘50s and
‘60s, meeting Sufi masters in Afghanistan and Zen masters in
Japan as well as Hindu and Buddhist scholars, teachers and gurus
in India. AD was driven –sometimes he uses the word
tormented—by religious doubts arising from his own background
as a scion of one of the leading Protestant families of France. The
notion of scriptural and doctrinal bondage applies very precisely to
the young AD as he struggled against self-assured dogmatic
certitudes in his church. Doubts assailed him. Christ preached
loving your neighbors, but Christians seemed always to be fighting
among themselves about who had the right interpretation of
scriptures –and as for non-Christians? They were all wrong! AD’s
own journey toward discovering the universal existential spiritual
dimensions missing amidst all this sound, fury and intolerant
commandments began in a Cistercian monastery (he did not then
know that across the Atlantic a young Cistercian monk, Thomas
Merton. still very little known, was struggling with
similar questions, and was also beginning to explore Eastern
traditions). So the Roman Catholics, the traditional hostile “other”
church within French Christianity, had something vital to offer this
tormented Protestant! But the best of these fellow spiritual seekers
were also themselves struggling against the doctrinal bondages
(and boundary guardians) of their own church. Lamenting the lack
of true Christian saints in our own time (you have to reach back
centuries to find a Francis of Assisi), some of them, too, were
looking Eastwards. At the same time our young TV professional
was increasingly aware that for most people In the secularist
circles in which he moved Christianity of any kind had lost all
appeal, all serious interest –it was “old hat” at best, unscientific,
left-over superstition, likely to be the source of many individual
psychological sufferings deriving from its hypocrisies, as well as
from childhood traumas due at least partly to its rigid, my-way-or-
the-highway teachings.
One day in 1959 AD, well along in his filming project in India,
acting on an impulse, travelled hundreds of miles to a small,
unfamous ashram in Bengal of which he had heard. “What do you
want?”, asked Swami Prajnanpad, a master in the Vedanta tradition
who was also, like Nataraja Guru, deeply educated in Western
science. Their guru-disciple relationship over the next fifteen
years, nourished by AD’s frequent sojourns in the ashram even as
his professional TV career continued to flourish, would culminate
in Swami Prajnanpad visiting France near the end of his life and
blessing AD’s project of establishing a spiritual center there to
continue his Vedantic line of teaching. AD retired from the TV
world and devoted the rest of his life to this teaching (he died in
2011) and to encouraging dialogue with other authentic spiritual
traditions. Today that center is located at Hauteville, near Valence
– and there is an offshoot in rural Quebec.
En Relisant les Evangiles is addressed particularly to those
brought up in a Christian tradition, like himself (and like me), who
fell away from it, or turned sharply away from it, repudiated it on
the grounds of “scriptural and doctrinal bondage” and other
sins. The writing of it evolved, AD tells us, from countless
exchanges with many men and women who came to him seeking
spiritual guidance, help with the suffering in their lives. Not
resolute materialists –such would not bother to come—these
troubled seekers of truth had heard that Eastern traditions offer an
undogmatic path to salvation (or at any rate, away from
suffering). At the time of the book cited above, AD had already
published a dozen others carefully expounding in French the
Vedantic teachings of Swami Prajnanpad. This master had always
carefully distinguished his teachings from religion (like Nataraja
Guru, who I heard say “Don’t mix me up with religion.”) But, AD
discovered as he advanced along the spiritual path that for him had
begun in childhood with French Protestantism, these teachings are
perfectly compatible with authentic religion, properly
understood (a qualifier I often heard from Nataraja
Guru). Rereading the Gospels (that’s the literal translation of the
French title of his book) in the light of Swami Prajnanpad’s
teaching AD found that the adults who had taught him religion as a
child –and after—were (and still are) fundamentally misreading the
Jesus of Nazareth who can be glimpsed in and behind the lines
preserved in the gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke and
John. That Jesus is to be properly seen as a Master offering –like
Gautama Buddha or Sankaracharya- a Way of self-
transformation, not a set of Rules one had better follow (Or
Else!), not a set of beliefs to embrace and affirm (Or Else!). One
example from a passage just read: those famous Ten
Commandments, those Thou Shalt Not Commit this ‘n that
(murder, adultery etc.). AD goes back to the original linguistic
formulation: these are not imperatives set in present time (i.e.
“commandments”) as they appear in English or French
translations: these refer, grammatically, to a future time/space
when the transformed being will be freed from the bondage of
cause-and-effect, action-reaction, all the endless tricks of
Ego. They are not, in fact, “commandments” to be obeyed (in
reality most often to be ignored ignored or broken): they sketch
the truly liberated person. The Jesus of the Gospels, as AD reads
him in this book, uses stories and parables to lead those who
choose to follow him, who take up his burden, who embrace the
hard work that goes with becoming aware of how Ego holds us all
in bondage, to point us along the way that each must follow for
him/her/self. Toward the goal of liberation in this life, not beyond
it.
There is a strong tendency identifiable in Christianity from the
earliest times, AD notes, to insist on the unique rightness of
MY/OUR Christianity. Yes, Buddhist compassion is wonderful,
the Hindus have such great myths, those Zen koans, man they
make you think, but in the end Jesus came to save us sinners and
without that what do you got? You gotta hold onto it! Once he
had a long conversation with a very liberal, very well-educated
Catholic, AD tells, which ended with the guy proclaiming: “I have
MY Christianity and no one is going to take it from me!” Right.
Think about that one! My Christianity. Ego will cling—shall we
call that a law of (human) nature? (Do horses, do elephants, do
spiders cling to an ego-equivalent? Forget I asked!)
Like the young Arnaud Desjardins I came to India conflicted
about the Christianity I had grown up with. I had not, like many
contemporaries, rejected it, but I did not practice or affirm a
Christian identity. The role of Christians, and organized churches,
in so many historical horrors deeply troubled me (it still does). But
perhaps there was a real baby in that dirty bathwater? Travelling
from Ooty to Madras Christine and I stopped to visit Shantivanam,
where the English Benedictine Fr. Bede Griffiths was continuing
the work begun by two French priests in creating a Christian
ashram, with a liturgy incorporating Upanishadic traditions. Fr.
Bede himself radiated the joy of a saintly man. (Later I read the
story of his own spiritual journey as an unreligious boy in England
who found his way to joy in the monastic life). Returning to
Varkala we stayed two days at Kurushamala, a Cistercian
monastery in Kerala, which Fr Bede had helped to found,
dedicated to the same principles of exploring the connections
between Christian teachings and practices as lived in community
in rapport with Upanishadic understanding. By the time of our
returnto France in 1974 these experiences, along with the teachings
of Nataraja Guru, had prepared me to rediscover my own Christian
traditions. This happened one Sunday in the early 1980s, when
Kitch, who would become my second wife (Christine and I had
separated and divorcedat this point) persuaded me to accompany
her to the American Cathedral in Paris. I felt right at home in the
liturgy that had accompanied my teenage years when I attended a
school in Honolulu run under the auspices of the Episcopal
church. I have found nourishment in the Episcopal church ever
since— the scriptures we read in our services, including the
parables of Jesus of Nazarath that AD discusses in his book, are
not for me constraining, commanded beliefs, but challenges to aid
spiritual reflection. Have I attained a “neutral attitude”, as verse
52 suggests? That would be saying too much! Maybe I can say
I’m working on it. “Contrary Injunctions” (verse 53) don’t
disillusion – hopefully they stimulate reflection.
I do confess to an antipathy to fundamentalism, whether
Christian, Islamic, Jewish or other. The ideological bondage which
much concerns me today, however, comes from the anti-religious
side, whose proponents proclaim their faith in “scientific
materialism” or just “Science”. “Physics” without
“metaphysics”, as discussed in my response to the previous
lesson. Another time for that one.
As for the mischievous effects of goal-orientation on one’s the
pursuit of the “spiritual path”: that’s too much to tackle
here. “Acting without concern for benefits...” (verses 44-47),
“Transcending birth bondage, renouncing benefit interest (verse
51)—better give all that more thought.
Scott: It’s so fun for me, Bailey, to be a student in your lecture
series. I skipped almost all of college, so now in my dotage I can
feel the thrill of a terrific teacher at work as I sit receptively in my
seat. It’s much more my true nature than to be a public speaker.
Thank you for the privilege.
Speaking of Ramana Maharshi, here’s Nitya’s compiled
writing on him: http://aranya.me/read.html , under Longer Works.
Quite extraordinary.
Though you’ve likely moved on already, the Oliver Sacks
quote I added to the new lesson 6 should appeal to you.
I love that the reading of the “Commandments” in the
original formulation is a description of a wise person, rather than
rules to follow. We can see how the mental orientation of the
unenlightened interpreters through history has denigrated the intent
so thoroughly. I have been applying that to all religions, and am
seeing it already with Narayana Guru’s revaluations. They are
rapidly being converted to ordinary Hinduism, and the most
important—the universal—aspects left out. It’s easier to treat it as
more of the same, when it isn’t at all. I think of the Buddha, none
of whose words reliably were recorded—it’s all after the fact,
ranging from brilliant to ho hum, sure, but he isn’t really there. It's
all aftermath. The point being, we can draw inspiration from the
ideas, but we have to revivify them in ourselves. It isn’t enough to
say I’m a Buddhist, or I’m a Christian, or I’m something else. I’m
a non-believer, for Christ’s sake. Just being alive is all the
definition we need.
That’s right: fundamentalist atheists proclaim (to
paraphrase): “I don’t believe in metaphysics!” Yet belief itself is
metaphysical. It’s a self-defeating proposition. They might as well
say they don’t believe in ideation.
I think I’m still dull-minded from the anesthesia, so please
forgive me. Fortunately, you have written about this very well,Bailey. I’m all ears, and a few neurons.
Lesson 5 – Chapter 2, Samkhya Yoga: Verses 17-38
Lesson 5 – Chapter 2, Samkhya Yoga: Verses 17-38
I feel as if I’m taking the class and you are all my teachers. I
don’t have to offer corrections, I can sit back, relax and enjoy the
ride. It’s a fantastic new role for me.
Bailey wrote a major appreciation of Bindu’s last
response—don’t miss it. Speaking of staring into the abyss, I added
my very different near-plunge, still vivid to me 33 years later, at
the very bottom of the document.
I am working on a gender-neutral translation of the Gita, and
changing a few of Nataraja Guru’s word selections in the process.
It reads well. You can find it on the Gita page of the website.
Prior to sending this Lesson back to you, I found this, in the
Preface to Gregory Bateson’s 1971 Steps to an Ecology of Mind:
For a man to change his basic, perception-determining
beliefs—what Bateson calls his epistemological premises—he
must first become aware that reality is not necessarily as he
believes it to be. This is not an easy or comfortable thing to
learn, and most men in history have probably been able to
avoid thinking about it.
And I am not convinced that the unexamined life is never
worth leading. But sometimes the dissonance between reality
and false beliefs reaches a point when it becomes impossible to
avoid the awareness that the world no longer makes sense.
Only then is it possible for the mind to consider radically
different ideas and perceptions.
The universe works in mysterious ways!
Bindu
Life feels very full at the moment—almost like running a
marathon, with the ultimate destination being a return to the
Absolute. For me, each week feels like a MondaytoFriday
marathon, balancing work and home responsibilities while
adapting to constant changes and new projects. After my holiday, I
came down with the flu and had to miss the recent office gathering.
I felt it was better not to risk passing it on to others. I am also
trying to make space for these classes, as they genuinely help clear
my thoughts, and I feel noticeably calmer than before.
In today’s world, money gives us endless choices, and so
much of what happens is influenced by financial power. At times,
even spirituality feels commercialised, with God being
presented—or even “sold”—through money. In this modern,
AIdriven age, many people shape the idea of the Absolute to fit
their comfort or beliefs.
With this in mind, I wanted to share my reflections
on Bhagavad Gita, Chapter II (verses 17–38).
The Absolute can feel difficult to grasp in our present-day
context. We live in a world that trusts what can be seen, measured,
and directly experienced. Most of the time, I think in relative
terms—defining myself by my body, my roles, my work, my
relationships, and my successes and failures. From that
perspective, loss feels final, death feels frightening, and suffering
becomes deeply personal.
These verses gently encourage us to look deeper. They do not
reject everyday life; instead, they remind us that there is something
within us that never changes. The Absolute is described as
everpresent and untouched by birth, death, or destruction. When I
reflect on this, I sense it as a quiet awareness within me—the part
that watches thoughts, emotions, and events without being altered
by them.
For me, the Absolute feels like an imaginary
friend—someone I can share everything with, even my anger.
Sometimes I shout, sometimes I laugh, knowing that whatever I
express is received without judgment. In this way, the Absolute
becomes my stress reliever, my Guru, and my soulmate. When I
share heavy emotions with God, I feel lighter and more at peace.
Relative thinking is essential for daily life—for working, caring for
others, and making decisions. But when we rely only on relative
thinking, it can lead to fear, grief, and confusion. Absolute thinking
brings balance. It does not eliminate pain, but it helps me see it
from a wider perspective so that it does not overwhelm my entire
life.
In verse 31, dharma is presented not as a rigid rule but as
something deeply connected to one’s nature. Sri Aurobindo
describes dharma as the law of one’s being, which resonates
strongly with me. What is right is not identical for everyone—it
depends on who we are, what we can do, and the situation we face.
Nitya explains dharma as action that does not create inner
conflict—when our inner truth aligns with our outward actions.
This shows that dharma is less about strict morality and more
about acting with honesty and clarity, free from fear and ego.
In Arjuna’s case, refusing to fight may look peaceful, but it
represents avoidance—turning away from his responsibility and
true nature. Krishna is not promoting violence; he is teaching that
when we act according to our dharma, without attachment to
outcomes, we are freed from guilt, fear, and confusion.
I relate this to an experience at work. During a salary
challenge, four of us were performing the same role but were
placed on different grades. Two colleagues received higher pay
because of their grade, despite identical responsibilities. When I
raised the issue, I was offered a higher grade—equal to my
manager’s—based on performance. I declined the offer because it
did not feel right. It would have been unfair to a colleague who
remained on the lower grade, and it could have created discomfort
for my manager. I chose not to pursue the challenge further, and I
have no regrets. I believe that what is truly meant for me cannot be
taken away—especially my values and integrity. Acting according
to my dharma brought peace of mind, even as I explore new
opportunities. I am not running away from what affects me; I am
taking action in a way that feels aligned with who I am.
For me, dharma means staying true to myself, even when it is
uncomfortable. It means not abandoning what I know is right out
of fear, loss, or uncertainty. This chapter encourages me to move
from asking, “What will happen if I act?” to asking, “Am I acting
in accordance with what I know within?”
The classic Vedantic truth, “I am not the body. I am not even the
mind,” feels deeply connected to this understanding of the
Absolute.
Scott: A full life is a great blessing, Bindu, so you are most
fortunate. We just have to be careful not to get too caught up in the
demands our employers are happy to make on us. Bailey has
written about how far it is being taken—we may become a race of
machine/human hybrids. Personally, it doesn’t appeal to me. I’m
content to remain behind as an “all-meat” person, to quote Oz
author L. Frank Baum.
I particularly appreciate this sentence: “Krishna is not
promoting violence; he is teaching that when we act according to
our dharma, without attachment to outcomes, we are freed from
guilt, fear, and confusion.” Your summation of dharma also hits
the mark. You are well prepared for the Gita’s leap, which starts in
the next lesson.
Vivek
Scott, these are two excellent questions to help us absorb the text
and crystallize its personal implications. Great way to start moving
from information to transformation!
Exercise 1
Words like ‘the Absolute’ are very problematic for modern-day
humans, and this section distinguishes absolute and relative
thinking. Reflect on what their differences mean to you, and what
role they have in your life, if any.
The Gita, and Vedanta’s conception of the absolute is transcendent
as well as immanent
This leads to a remarkable implication...that the absolute is not
separate from the relative. It is in and through the relative, it
pervades the relative. And that absolute is you
The first line of verse 16 said Asat (the relative) never exists, and
the Sat (the absolute) never ceases to exist. The second line said
that knowing this, the wise see Brahman everywhere, implying one
can rise above the pairs of opposites of the relative world to see the
absolute behind them
Verse 17 makes this more explicit by saying that the
indestructible...i.e. the absolute pervades ‘all this’, i.e. the relative
world we experience (yena sarvam idaṁ tatam)
This links the ‘relative’ intimately to the ‘absolute’. There is no
change without an unchanging context. There is no relative without
an absolute. There is no pole without its opposite and there is no
opposing pair of polarities without an underlying unity in the
absolute
What does this mean to us in daily life...if we can be sensitive to
it? Three things:
First, listen...with respect. However convinced we are of our
position, it is one position. There are others. Consider them. After
all, we may be the Duryodhana of this drama, not Arjuna!
Listening needs an open mind and humility. Those are big words
and we don’t always rise to them, but causality works both ways.
Listening is a simple act. We can always do that and when we do,
it encourages open mindedness and humility as well
Related, grant the other guy his humanity. Don’t assume he is evil
and operating with intent to harm. He may well be, but it is far
more likely he is misinformed, emotional, deluded, or simply inept
at the task... incompetence explains far more than enemy action!
Neither prevents us from treating even opponents with respect and
compassion
After all, if everything is pervaded by the absolute and that
absolute is you, there is every reason to act with respect and
compassion and no reason not to. The absolute is not a faraway
thing somewhere out there. It is right here, in you, in the other
position, in the other guy. Listening is a small act that can remind
us of a big reality
Second, listening and respect are not naivete or passivity. We do
live in the relative as well. Act, fight in the relative when needed.
But do so with a keen sense of your role and your duty in it. We
saw what Dhritrashtra’s failure to do so led to when he prioritized
his son’s ambition over his duty to his wards, his nephews. He
spoke just in the first verse, but his attitude (mamakaha-mine)
explained so much of the destruction that followed
Third, act with dispassion. That is hard but comes more easily if
we can keep in mind the notion of the absolute that transcends the
polarities of sides and of outcomes that characterize the relative.
Kipling expressed a similar thought, ‘If you can meet with triumph
and disaster and treat those two impostors just the same...you’ll be
a man my son’
Why these three points...how do they fit together?
They help us see the relative and the absolute together, and to act
in the relative focused on the absolute
‘Listen with respect’ connects the immanent and the transcendent.
It is a means for us to lift our eyes and recognize the world we
experience not as all there is but as the immanent form of the
transcendent. ‘Act on duty’ helps us do what we need to in this
relative world we do experience. ‘Dispassion’ focuses us on the
transcendent. We move closer to the transcendent the more we
recognize the unity behind the polarities that create passion
Together, they help us look at the Jagat as the Saguna, a reflection
of the Nirguna, and to act with dharma and vairagya. That creates
chitta shuddhi to facilitate gyana
All this is easier said than done. We may not reach the goal, but we
will be better for trying. After all (1.01) 365 = 37
If you are wondering what that equation is, it is a hokey
motivational thought couched with faux mathematical precision
i.e. if you are one percent better every day, you are 37 times better
by the end of the year! Useful despite the hokiness
Exercise 2
Verse 31 introduces dharma, and includes Sri Aurobindo’s and
Nitya’s definitions, which are superb. What does dharma mean to
you, and how does what they say match up with your own ideas?
Verse 31 speaks further to the second point above on doing your
duty. It calls out sva dharma, your own specific duty. I take away
two points, one pragmatic, one inspirational
First, do your duty in the role you have. We have different roles at
any time, and roles that change over time. Our duty may be
obvious at most times but that is not always the case. If it takes
some thought, do that...it is well worth it
Equally, there is no point wringing our hands over what is not our
job, over the state of the world at large. You don’t like the stock
market being whipsawed daily by geopolitics, then adapt your
portfolio for resilience...that is your duty to your family right now,
before you seek to cure the ills of the world or expend energy
lamenting them. You don’t like the ecological status of the world,
then recycle in your own home...that is your duty. If you choose to
be an ecological activist devoted to that goal, that is great as well,
but that is a different choice of role than being a householder in a
job
If this sounds hardheaded, think of it as a lens to clarify where to
focus the limited energy we have. To paraphrase Epictetus, your
chief task today is to distinguish between what you control and
what you do not. Act on the former, accept the latter
The second, more inspirational point is, when duty calls you to act
or fight, then make a stand...act. The verse says there is nothing
better than a righteous war for a warrior. This is not an exhortation
to violence and war. Arjun’s sva dharma was that of a warrior.
Ours is so only metaphorically. For us, this is inspiration to stand
up and be counted...against our own sva dharma
Scott: That’s right, Vivek, it’s super important that Arjuna has
recognized his kinship with the enemy, right at the first. There’s a
lifetime of work even with just that. Accepting them does not mean
we approve, only that we acknowledge.
My math skills are very rusty, so thanks for explaining your
equation. Was 37 picked randomly, as is it the actual result? I’m
too busy to carry it out myself….
As to duty, we’ll be converting it to ‘sacrifice’ by the third
chapter and not using the term much, as it is overloaded with
misunderstanding and partiality. Again, Arjuna is caught between
his authentic dharma and his societal dharma, and will spend the
full eighteen chapters sorting out who he truly is, in the midst of
the chaos.
I’m definitely with you, Vivek, that we should surrender
being miserable about all the malfeasance loose in the world.
Living a realized life is our best contribution—not trying to repair
others, at least until we’re done with Krishna’s full course of study,
and are granted our virtual diploma. I’m sure Epictetus would be
happy to be included in this study. Bailey is also bringing in the
ancient Greeks, who would have loved to wrestle with the Gita,
and possibly did.
It’s clear you’re well prepared for soaring up the Gitta’s arch.
Vivek. Away we go!
Gopica
Reading Bhagavad Gita verses 18-34, along with your
commentary, helped me recognize my own mental baggage-the
unconscious patterns I've been clinging to.
The metaphor beyond spiritual aspirant dress codes offers a fresh
perspective; yield to and embrace the here-and-now with neutral
attitude. The beautiful insight that "our path always stretches out
from our feet" emphasizes staying grounded.
The true awakening came from: "This isn't mystical faith in some
divine program. Each of us unconsciously selects a tiny segment of
the total vibrational world to engage." This completely reframes
karma as conscious choice.
Each verse provided key takeaways, making me reflect on how
often I've chosen withdrawal or bystander attitudes during events
around me perhaps clinging to conditioned "witness karma"
mentality.
Verse 92 from That Alone, the Core of Wisdom brought deeper
clarity; fulfilling my roles and responsibilities at each life stage
becomes my dharma, which shapes my karma. This brought real
freedom.
My understanding of dharma has evolved from childhood moral
stories teaching "good deeds = dharma," toward absolute
responsibility.
To me, the Absolute is objective Truth, while reality remains
subjective perception.
Thank you!
Scott: Very nice, Gopica. I’m happy you’re engaged with what’s
developing. There is a contradiction in your third paragraph,
however. Our brain is selecting what we perceive in advance of our
conscious awareness, so it’s an unconscious process, and our
action, our karma, is for the most part not left to conscious
deliberation. You are perfectly correct that there is a conscious
aspect in our decision-making, but up till now it has been focused
on a very narrow bandwidth of obligation and duty. We don’t
realize how much shrinking of data is taking place. We need to
open ourself up with contemplation of the Guru’s mind-stretching
instruction, which begins with the next lesson and will unfold in a
carefully thought-out procedure. It begins with rejection of the
ordinary, which has us quite trapped, and the resulting
claustrophobia is what energizes our desire to break free and
uncover more of our true self.
I’m not sure what verse 92 of That Alone suggested to you,
Gopica. This is a place where if you share more of what you’ve
understood, it will be educational for the rest of us, also.
Congratulations on taking that terrific course!
Nandita
These verses offer the foundation of how to deal with the various
emotional challenges which life throws at us. I often face
emotional pressure due to role conflict, emotional overload and
work stressors. There is a distinction between transient external
realities and the indestructible nature of the true Self. The enables
us to understand that by anchoring ourselves in stable values and
professional principles, we are less likely to be swayed by the
constant changes around us.
By realising that we cannot control all consequences but can act
ethically and in a balanced way. Therefore, we focus on acting in
best practice rather than guaranteeing outcome.
Acceptance of impermanence reduces cognitive resistance and
allows clearer thinking in crisis, reduce rumination and emotional
exhaustion.
Role based duty or dharma should be the anchoring point whereby
we fulfil our responsibilities without worrying about the outcome.
Decision yet reflective action based on moral and ethical
principles, without any expectations reduces attachments and
enables the mind to be balanced and allows for emotional
regulation and psychological flexibility. Equanimity — the ability
to remain balanced amid success and failure, gain and loss, praise
and criticism. .
Overall, these verses present a timeless model for grounding
oneself in enduring principles, accept uncertainty, clarify role-
based duty, act with full commitment, and release attachment to
outcomes.
Scott: The Gita’s program boils down to us learning self-respect
for the vast beings we are, so that we aren’t intimidated by
domineering people in our environment. Identity with the Absolute
is legitimate, but we have to earn it, because we start the search
convinced of our inadequacies—which does have value, it’s just
not the whole story. We are inadequate, like the Kaurava army, yet
also adequate, like the Pandava’s army.
Your suggestions, Nandita, fit the bill very well, so you are
properly prepared for the adventure ahead.
I would add that role-based duty or dharma often feeds into
having anxiety about outcomes. We will first regain our identity
with our full Self, and then it will naturally apply to the actions we
choose or are constrained to do. Discarding expectations is one
technique for getting distance on the roles we play, to spend
quality time with our undirected essence.
The next lesson begins with a firm rejection of popular
beliefs, so we no longer depend on them for guidance.
Bailey
Wow! I want to thank Bindu for her vivid and eloquent
reflections on “experience as Guru” in Morocco. Sometimes the
Tao grabs you and shakes you up – in her case as she literally
contemplated an abyss. Something comparable happened to me
not long ago (July 2023) when I ingested a substance I thought was
basically just candy in an airport and found myself starting another
kind of trip. Like Bindu on that treacherous mountain path I
became frightened, my mind beset with possible disasters; like
Bindu I found a Mantram –or perhaps it found me: I am not this
body; I am not these thoughts (this mind) which accompanied me
as the trip took me higher in the midst of crowds hurrying down
long corridors to catch their flights. “The unknown often carries
hidden dangers, and only presence of mind allows us to navigate
them safely.” Again, wow! “Experience becomes the greatest
teacher...transforms us...becomes a manifestation of the
Absolute.” More dangerous, transforming experiences lay ahead,
and now (Monday Jan 26) I find myself in a new home, in a new
community, looking out over a 15” blanket of fresh snow into the
sunlit woods. Amazing, this life! Bindu’s subsequent emphasis on
choosing to walk, a human rather than an heroic choice, also
echoes my experience in the airport. I knew I had to choose to
keep walking, or fall into the abyss, and at the same time I knew
CHOICE WAS ALWAYS THERE. This awareness remained
with me throughout the ordeal of the next three days, when I was
taken into a hospital for tests and observation before finally being
allowed to board a plane and go home. Ever since then the
deepening sense of transformation from that experience has
remained with me. Bindu, thanks, and I love the poem.
What does Absolute mean to me and why is the word called by
Scott “very problematic for modern-day humans” and “contrasted
with relative thinking”? Every time I taught the Ancient Greeks I
would tell my students about the first professional teachers, the
first free-lance intellectuals, known as Sophists, arriving in newly
“democratic” Athens ca 450 BC and inviting their students to
consider that different peoples from different political communities
(they used the term polis) had different beliefs and customs, so it
stands to reason (Reason!) that such are relative, not absolute.
What is accepted as good (right) behavior in Syracuse is frowned
upon, or mocked, or forbidden in Athens. So, logically, (logos was
an exciting new word, a new intellectual tool) what is held to be
Truth (what is right) is relative to the values accepted in Syracuse
and in Athens. And these are both Greek places. The world is
teeming with so many different cultures—all those barbarians who
can’t even speak Greek...Wait a minute! There’s something
slippery about this logic, isn’t there? (Indeed, “sophistic” is what
slippery logic is called ever since.) Yeah, but a skillful blend of
boldly-asserted-if-tricky-logic and smooth, well-crafted, persuasive
(emotionally appealing) speech (there was a new Greek word for
this, too: rhetoric) can make you the winner in political or
intellectual argument, or in a lawsuit, or an election. What is
Truth? It’s all relative! (Confronting whether it was true or not
that a certain Jesus of Nazarath, denounced to him as a dangerous
anti-Roman agitator, was guilty or not, the governor Pontius Pilate
just shrugged.) One of the most famous and successful of the
Sophists used to boast: I can teach you to make the worse appear
the better cause – i.e. to win! Winning is what counts, isn’t it?
“Truth” can be tailored to what fits my goals, my agenda. Truth is
what it suits me (my party, my crowd) today; tomorrow is another
day. Change is always happening. Get used to it or get out!
Anything sound familiar? Relativism and sophistry did not
work out well, it can be argued, in Athens nor did things end well
for democracy as practiced there.
It was not an intellectual, it was an Athenian working-class
fellow, a stone mason, who strongly rejected the Sophist relativist
worldview. Truth, Socrates taught, is universal, has the status of
absolute value. Reason and Logic are, properly used and
understood, tools which can lead us along the path toward Truth.
He taught through dialogue with students – in this somewhat
resembling the Upanishadic sages and even the Buddha—but using
a critical methodology more akin to Samkhya. Since we mostly
know his dialogues as they were written down and no doubt
polished by his disciple Plato, who was an intellectual, perhaps the
Ur-Intellectual of Western Civilization, good luck disentangling
the ideas of the two, but it is not important for our purposes here to
do so. They agreed that True Reality is not to be found in the ever-
changing material world, which is known through the senses. True
Reality exists in an “ideal” realm, an Absolute realm, the realm of
Ideas, which is eternal, unchanging and beyond the physical
world. Hence “metaphysical” (meta is Greek for beyond).
So why has the concept “absolute” become “problematic”? It
is held to be incompatible with the basic assumptions of Scientific
Materialism, which has been gaining ground among intellectuals
since the later 19 th century, when Darwin’s theory of evolution
became the dominant intellectual paradigm and Nietzsche’s
metaphorical cry “God is dead” (albeit put in the mouth of a
Madman) struck a deep intello-emotional chord. For the
20 th century philosopher Martin Heidigger that cry signifies the
demise of metaphysics as a structuring feature of Western
thought. It has also become the rallying cry of vociferous atheists,
who follow the citation of Nietzche’s phrase with “Good
Riddance!” Generally modern atheists caricature belief in God as
mere superstition (in the tradition of 18 th century philosophers like
Voltaire) and argue that Science alone, with its measurement-and-
experiment-based methodologies, can lead to Truth in the context
of our universe, the only one we can know (at least for now).
Science, they insist, is on the path to achieving a total, integrated
Theory of Everything which has no more place for archaic
concepts like “soul” or “spirit” (or atman, or brahman) than for a
Creator God or Divine Providence. Science alone! And for a
particularly vociferous school of atheists Science has to do only
with Matter. There is nothing behind or beyond.
Perhaps this position can be caricatured with a slogan: Nothing
Beyond! It amounts to a kind of fundamentalism. The Israeli
historian Yuval Noah Hariri offers this quick sketch of what he
argues is becoming the dominant intellectual ideology in key
scientific communities. The last chapter of his provocatively titled
recent book Homo Deus (2016) calls it “The Data Religion”:
"Datism declares that the universe consists of data flows, and the
value of any phenomenon or entity is determined by its
contribution to data processing. This may strike you as some
eccentric fringe notion, but in fact it has already conquered most
of the scientific establishment. Datism was born from the
explosive confluence of two scientific tidal waves. In the 150 years
since Charles Darwin published On the Origin of Species the life
sciences have come to see organisms as biochemical algorithms.
Simultaneously, in the eight decades since Alan Turing formulated
the idea of a Turing Machine, computer scientists have learned to
engineer increasingly sophisticated electronic algorithms. Datism
puts the two together, pointing out that exactly the same
mathematical laws apply to both biochemical and electronic
algorithms. Datism thereby collapses the barrier between animals
and machines and expects electronic algorithms to eventually
decipher and outperform biochemical algorithms.” (p 372) Well,
“I’ll be a monkey’s uncle!” (the sarcastic sneer uttered by Darwin-
deniers in the 1860s) needs to be updated to an insult more like:
Your grandmother was a faulty feedback-loop!
Commenting on verse 26, Scott offers this useful summary of
what the position I have dubbed Nothing Beyond seems to
imply: “the belief that everything is just a temporary accident
occurring in a meaningless void “. No wonder Arjuna is tempted
to throw down his bow in despair! Good thing Krishna is on
hand. Sure, we’re all born and we’re gonna all die. Life is still
wonderful (except when it’s not). Even a resolute materialist can
agree. But, to go to further, to balanced Truth beyond the limits of
mere materialism, whatever dies is going to be born again, as it
were recycled (verse 27—what Scott dubs in his comments the
holistic position). Birth and death, around and around,
action/reaction: that’s Nature. Nature binds (and bounds) us all
within the Laws (anthropomorphic metaphor, that!) which are the
proper domain of scientific study. Which domain is also,
necessarily, the domain of relativity. Where does the Absolute
reside? Beyond Nature. (oops, egad, Dr. Heidigger, is
Metaphysics back?) Where we are not suited, by our untaught
human nature, to understand all that cause-and-effect complexity.
(Verse 29). Here is the territory of Mystery. This we can’t
understand but we can experience. Some call it the Tao (Nataraja
Guru sometimes did). People experience life differently. That’s
duality. Don’t regret it, Arjuna (and the rest of us). Live it as your
own nature bids you (verse 30). How you choose to live it, thus to
act, that’s karma (verses 31-38).
Dharma? Arnaud Desjardins notes, in a text I read the other
day, that the dharma of a bird is to fly, the dharma of the newborn
babe we have all been is to demand and to receive. Baby knows
only “me”, my need, my desire. As we grow from there? To
understand, to accept, to embrace the reality that the universe is not
all about us (but ego insists it is), that as we come to understand
our capacities-as-well-as-our-limits we are called upon to act in
accordance. Does that make sense?
Scott: While we’re integrating mind and body into an undivided
entity, a chant like “I am not this body,” serves to counteract a pre-
existing belief in something solid and separate. So it isn’t “wrong,”
it’s a technique. Nitya used to lead us through a chakra meditation
that included those words, and its effects were astonishing, to say
the least.
“Absolute” is frowned on because it is taken as referring to
an absolute limit—my beliefs and not yours. Nazi absolutism, the
exact opposite of what we’re talking about. The term is not
associated with what we’re after: an all-inclusive ideology,
incomprehensible to partisan awareness. I enjoy your account of
olden times, Bailey, and how the Absolute hides in plain sight.
Always.
The Bonobo and the Atheist, by Frans de Waal, has my
favorite rant about Fundamentalist Atheists, and is a really fun
book. Loved Sapiens, but found Homo Deus nauseating. I’m not
going to sign up for the computer upload, but my writings on the
website may be read by AI (in one-quadrillionth of a second) and
have a slight impact on uploaded machine beings.
This is a topic we could talk long into the night over, Bailey.
Some day. I do wonder if it’s an ego fantasy to be replicated a
zillion times, with each replicant having its own individuality.
Elongated Musk is already doing it the old-fashioned way, by
initiating babies, and I expect he’ll be first in line for fathering his
own universe….
Very important point you make: science limits itself to the
relative. As it should. Yet it should also leave doors open for non-
relativity, and in rare cases it has. We won’t be accessing it by
relative algorithms, but more intuitively. It’s why Krishna is about
to downplay goal-orientation, where you start out with a limit,
which curses your exploration from the start. Relativity is like
wealth: you can’t take it with you.
Your last paragraph, Bailey, demonstrates the negativity of
absolutism: it’s all about me. We are being led at the present time
by adult infants, or infant adults, who’ve never gotten over it, and
it’s mighty ugly. Somehow we must learn to reconcile our isolation
as individuals with a vast or infinite universe where community
and cooperation expand our potential exponentially.
Here's my very real abyss story; though, like Bindu, I’m terrified
of heights, this is another way to gaze into nothingness.
A Peek at Sannyasa
After a lovely stay in the Ooty Gurukula in 1993, my family
was traveling with Nitya by train to Madras, where our flight home
was slated in a few days. Emily was 11 and Harmony 5. Jyothi,
Nitya’s assistant, was with us. At Mettupalayam you change from
the toy train to a real one, and the first stop is Coimbatore, where
Nitya asked me to get him a magazine at the shop across the
platform. I took out a ten rupee note and headed over to it. While I
was standing in line, the train started to go, rapidly picking up
speed. I raced over and jumped into a car, hearing behind me a
distant “No! No!” I turned and stood in the doorway, and saw a
young man rushing toward me, waving and shouting “No, no!
Trivandrum train!” I leapt off just at the last moment, and watched
the train accelerate into the dusk. He explained that the train
divided in half at that station, and the Madras half was still sitting
there. By getting on the moving train, I was heading down into
Kerala with no money, no ID, not even a ticket, and no idea where
Nitya was headed with my dear family. I realized if I had stayed on
the train, I would have become a de facto renunciate.
Maybe the shock was intensified by my close relationship
with Nitya, but my mind was blown. I had been very close to
losing all contact with my loved ones, and the implications kept me
reeling. I walked in a daze back to the compartment in the
stationary half of the train, and told them my story, which no one
else was much impressed by. Then I went back and got in line to
buy the magazine. As I stood there, the other train pulled out in the
other direction, and there was no way I could catch it. I almost
fainted.
India is full of kind souls who help out in a pinch, and
another one of them noticed my flushed face and stupefied look,
and said, “No worry—the train is only moving to another
platform.” After a few minutes I saw it come in at a distant part of
the immense station. I bought the magazine and headed toward it,
taking resolve to always keep my passport and wallet with me in
the future.
Twenty-eight years later, (now 33) part of me still looks into
that gaping black hole of real sannyasa, and recoils in shock. I
loved my life as it was, and did not want to let it go. The Unknown
was truly terrifying, and very near at hand.
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